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I am lost... Totally...

Y am i saying this is bcoz it this very moment i just can't think what is my path, what is actually my future??

I can't see anything straight right now, i hate uncertainty, i hate when i am not sure.. I hate being left alone.. I hate feeling without fren, i just hate it..

I really need good news now to help me ease this bad feeling i felt..
Yaightsss what happen to me??

Oh Allah please lend me strength to overcome this :(

Lets just be ourself... Another bedtime story :p

U shud be urself right.. Y need to pretent to be others when u hv your own character...

But somehow other people and the enviroment tend to effect our behavior... At least that what i think, hehehe :p

Ok the point is mE spend most of my time in the office, where i shud act professionally, but most of the time i just be me no acting one which make me happy rather then being serious which often lead to tense n migrain... Hahaha :)

So is it possible to act professional and be happy at the same time?? hmm i dont know.. Can anybody show me how to do that??

Can i find this on google? Hmm i shud try to google this, tp esok lah kot sbb da lewat ni...

P/s : jgn biarkan hidup anda diselubungi misteri, carilah jwpnnya dgn tulis kat blog ini.. Hehehe

Till then, bubye :)

Hello 2013...

Assalamualaikum, hai n hello peps...

2013 entry akan dimulakan dgn review makan... Hehehe where my resolution to lost weigth once again lead to failure :p nvm it still early kan2...

due to my high desire to taste food this time it lead me to this Dubu2 reataurant kat mid valley...

Due to overwhealming respond of k-drama n k-pop nowdays kan.. Businessman kat malaysia ni amik kesempatan tuk buka korean food restaurant kat cni n guest what the respond was quite good sbb dia berjaye memanggil ak yg ni utk taste food kat cni...

Ok if u ask me i would say the taste is not so bad, korean food ni ada rase masam2 n pedas yg x keterlaluan... So ak bg 3.5 out of 5 point to the taste n 5 point to the enviromentnya sbb dorang pasang vedio konsert yG kat cni so kita bole enjoy bigbang peformance while enjoying the food.. 
Ok peps here the food that we eat n the price it cost us...

P/s : ak mmg x pandai la nk adjust entry ni bg cantik so terimalah seadanya... Hehehe

Bigbang :)

Hahaha... bigbang in lawak kampus version by keith.

Its a potray of seungri, deasung, teayang, gD & tOp.

New year resolution ;)

As usual tetiap tahun mesti ada azam baru tp i previously never write it down as i thought i have a very good memory to remember all of them ... But i was wrong, my memory was not that good since none of the previous resolution really became reality ( hmm ada gak yg actually become true tp x byk la)... Hehehe my bad :p

So tahun ni ak decide utk tulis so ak akan ingat, n mana tau azam tu akan tercapai, as people once said to me 'utk jadi baik perlukan determination n goodwill yg sgt kuat tp utk jadi sebaliknya kita x perlukan ajaran dari sesiapa pon'

Ok straight to my resolution :-

1. Harap tahun ni dapat jadi insan bertakwa lebih baik dr tahun sebelumnya.
2. Ak nak kurus serius nak kurus bole x set target nak turun at least 10 kg.. Hehehe if this become true alangkah indahnya :)
3. Nak g travel malaysia to taste the food n enjoy the scenery... Haha taste food eh? Abislah resolution no 2 td :p
4. Nak kawen ( weeee yg ni x leh masuk dlm target sbb jodoh kan ketentuan Allah) yg ni kiv dulu k..
5. Nk cr jodoh.. ( hehe this one is posibble) so i welcome any single bachelor fell free to contact me but ristrict kepada single man who is really single, so single with 1 or 2 or 3 qouta is not allowable...
6. Nak jogging...
7. Nak baca byk buku..
8. Improve cooking skill
9. Nk tukar working enviroment drp hampes kepada bestttt...
10. I think thats enough for now...

I'll update further later bcoz we can only plan but sometimes we have to leave it to fate...

P/s: To fate plz lead my resolution to success ya :) tQ

Prove i'm serius in making the resolution into reality... Tadaaa i bought books this afternoon :p

Digi internet <Ishh ak marah ni>

Hmmm.. Sebelum ni ak mmg rase best gile la pakai dg punya internet plan, sbb laju n berpatutan...

But recently this dg internet has made me crazy, y???

Sbb connection dg ni dah x stabil, especially bila ak masuk kawasan umah ak kat bangsar ni... Tahap tension n marah ak da melampau smpi ak call cust serv dg n marah2 dorang ( sori korang i tau u0als x tau pape tp nk wat cm ne kan so kn tahan la)

Internet ni sgt penting lah tuk ak, sbb lepas tensen kat ofis, dia lah pengubat duka lara ak... Bila ak tgk u-tube, tonton, fb yg ada promotion tuk baju n tudung ak akan jd calm n happy...

Jd korang patut paham lah kenapa ak mrh sgt bila line internet ni wat pasal. Ades tension weiiiiii... Bilalah ko nak stabil ni wahai internetku yg disayangi.

Ada gak consider nak tukar g internet provider lain tp still survey2 lagi...

Till then jom lah berdoa masalah internet tah pape ni akan selesai secepat mungkin...

~ Amin.

Just another story

Perempuan ialah the sweetest creature of Allah, jadi ak rasa sangat bertuah jadi perempuan, well byk benda yg kita boleh buat as a girl such as shopping, being sweet n even emotional also can, easy to get help as well bcoz guys always think we were weak... oh people just let them be, what is important is we know that we were strong, itu dah cukup. Kita x perlu nak buktikan apa2 pon pada org lain asalkan diri kita, Allah n our family tahu, itu dah mencukupi pada ak...

Actually apa yang ak nak sampaikan ialah sebenarnya ak rasa marah sgt dgn berita ttg perempuan jadi penyebab kesedihan perempuan lain, come on lah perempuan kita cukup kuat kan utk tepis segala cubaan drp cinta 3 segi ni, kenapa utk capai kebahagiaan kita sanggup nak kecewakan hati perempuan lain... yes u r young, ur beautiful and u are very much capable to find suitable husband yg single... so pegi lah cari single guy, kesiannya lah my aunty, dia org kampung je x de lah macam kita sekarang ni, klu dapat madu kita akan try cari happiness thru shopping or g jumpa kawan2, cm ne lah dia nak face keadaan bila huby dia kena blk umah wife baru yang lebih muda n mgkn dirasakan lebih baik... ish x sanggup nak pk (ak bukan bz body cuma ak rase menda cm ni mmg x patot langsung, n siapa nak bersuara utk orang teraniya cm ni)

Since i'm very mad rite now so i think i should stop now, tah lah ak pon single gak n i will try n try very very very hard to find happiness tanpa sesiapa pon perlu bersedih kerananya... i promise i try hard to avoid it...

'Tolonglah ya Allah kau lindungilah ak, plz.. plzz.. plzzzz jauhkan lah ak dr cinta sebegini dan kau tunjukan lah jodoh yang sepatutnya' ~Amin